Becky Crerar

Law Class = NOT COOL!

So.. like I’m sitting in Law class! And I finished my assignment first! Soo here I am writing on Tumblr! Today is thursday! Which means a lot of things for me!

1. Midterms come out…

2. Last day of the week ( No School Tomorrow!!)

and Lastly..

3. The last day that im 16!!

Becausee tomorrow is my 17th! Friday the 13th.. creepyy… ! well not for me since I was born on Friday the 13th.. at 3:33 am… yeah talk about a demon child!

Anywho, I’m just 17.. im the baby of everyone! But I somehow look the oldest (sometimes)..

Too bad its not not my twin sisters birthday either! :( Birthday plans include, Clubbing and Strip club! (male strip club!)

Can’t wait!

I haven’t writen on tumblr in so long!

MY bad!

I’ll start up again!…

I promise

dissed tumblr!

OMG!

Dear tumblr,

Ive been so busy that I forgot to write!

Sorry!

ANYWHO! SADO! I found you!

And btw.. Twitter sucks ass.

I walked into a Honky Tonk.

Uhmm… So I’ve been having a country music obsession like MONTH! And today I’ve been singing Honky Tonk by June Carter Cash… It’s old but so fun to holler!

Uhm so my day wasn’t very good. I feel sick and stressed about life and school… It’s become unhealthy.. I’m skipping meals and workouts and I’m having a hard time getting school work done. I need a mental health day to catch up but even then I’ll still need more time.

Tomorrow I’m going to Nolan’s mom funeral… Better get the water proof make up out. I hate funeral’s. It just makes you so sad… And the passed is always un deserving.

BUT plus side of the week is that… On friday.. I’m going to do absolutely nothing sleep! I know what a bad Friday night! But believe it or not I need it. And on Saturday it’s my mom like HUGE birthday bash… But I’ve decided to not go to that. Instead I shall be chillin with Jay, who may be able to teach my stubborn ass how to play guitar.. Cross fingers! But the guitar is sick. It’s like a dream of mine. I shall attempt my best..

And from a MSN conversation… Jay has been able to write lyrics to a song!? UHM skilled much. Thats so creative. I envy that skill. I plan on posting the complete lyrics on Tumblr when they are finished!

Anywho. I should be getting back to my Honky Tonk music and life!

Voice Forum

Today was not what I expected at all! Me and along with four other students from Merivale got chosen to go to algonquin to something called a student voice forum. There, you meet up with other students from different schools and express your opinion about your school and other school and what needs improvement and how. I talked about dicrimination, along with lates and skipping, which pretty much turned into a teacher hate fest.. and whats wrong with teachers and how they make us even more messed up!

BUT! the plus side about today was that I got to know new people! I met a girl named Kelsie and and guy named Jay. Coincidence much! Anywho. They were both chill and easy to talk too. Jay was pretty cute, when he joined our discussion group I was like “damn” but in my head of course. And we just talked the whole day… He and I are actually pretty much the same person… Minus the whole he’s a guy and I’m a girl.

And well Kelsie was just funny as hell! We totally called ourselves the GURU’s! How inventive!

Plus.. We got free food. Can’t go wrong on that! :)

Overall: Good day!

Burn’t Ass!

K… so today after school… I went tanning…. yeah! uhmm BAD IDEA!

I’m like snow white… and go lay your bum down in a turbo bed for 15 minutes… Stupid plan. So here I am done tanning and barely seeing a difference,.. when I look at my ass… RED RED RED AND RED!

I burn’t my ass…

I can barely walk… I’m officially the dumbest female in the world. Yes Ashley, I know you agree!

Being grateful.

This weekend has been too much.

On Saturday night, I found the mother of a good friend of mine has passed away after a long battle with cancer. He doesn’t deserve it. He is the type of guy that can make you laugh in any situation, he makes your day brighter and happier. He’s so caring and nice and quite the gentlemen. It’s sad to see such unfortunate events happen to him and his family. He has not yet cried, nor has it really sunken in for him. But when it does. My arms will be wide open for him.

After this event. I talked to Nassima and at this point in my life, I realized that my father is no longer there for me either. And it may not be equal to a passing of a person. But even though he doesn’t talk to me and no longer really there, it just finally sunk in.

For once I’m not ashamed to say that I had a cry. Everyone needs to. And I did. After this past weekend, I realized how grateful I am to have such a great mom. I mean, she’s caring and loving, she does everything for me and she is my bestfriend. A lot of the time I take her for granted and I complain that life isn’t good enough. And today I realized that life will never be good enough. I appreciate what I have and I hope that I can work up earningly what I want.

Today, I also went fishing. I caught TWO fish! I never had so much fun! Candace threw the fishing rod in the river… No comment on her… And then Parker caught a fish and then in actually pooed on Candace… NO LIE! It was so funny. Nolan and I couldn’t help but laugh. It was the smile I needed all weekend.